It's to cold.

Agh Yay I'm finally on the computer again! I'm pretty excited, but I can't get my favorite song to play unfortunetly. And I'm sick. My throat hurts and I have the sniffles. It's also much to cold outside for my liking. I would prefer a nice 70 degrees. But seeing as it is still winter I suppose this weather will have to do untill April or May. My brother is going to another birthday party today I really hope he doesn't come home a throw up on the kitchen florr again. I would run away I swear. I went to visit my granparents last night. Goodness gracious are they crazy. I wanted to throw Elsa though because she is so obviously my grandpas favorite. Whih isn't fair because I was his favorite untill she came along. ): Well we had to go to my granparents house because my mom was having a spa party or something. So we weren't allowed in the house. I was suppsed to go to the mall to see my best friend Sammy play in hot topic but there were some problems in our plan so I couldn't. I haven't seen him since before Christmas so it was quite sad. Well I guess that's it.

Well I should be doing my huge spanish project that is due tomorrow but of course I choose not too. I'm so responsible. I'm currently talking to my bestie. Mr. Thomas Murphy. He's entertaining me with talk of the boy he likes. Who happens to be very handsome. (: haha. Well I guess that's it. Not much happened today and my dad scream laughing in my ear is distracting me.

Hurray for foreign exchange students (expecially from Italy)

Well last night was certainly eventful. Elsa woke up at 1:30 and she woke me up because she was coughing super loud. I thought she was throwing up so of course I freaked out. So I layed in my bed crying and rocking back in forth trying not to hear her. Then I woke up this morning and realized she didn't have the flu, she had croup and an asmtha attack. So my mom took her to the emergency room. I went to school fine, but a little tired. Then second hour we went to the auditorium so we could hear some foreign exchange students talk about their countries because it international week. The Italian boy was my favorite, but can you really blame me. The cute Italian boy in my fashion design class went back to his other host family. I'm sad. ): Oh well. I don't have any homework tonight so I'm pretty happy. And my friend Jessi might be getting her liscence on Friday. She has to work that night so we can't hang out but on Saturday she doesn't have to work untill 5 I think. So if she gets her lisence then we're going to go to lunch together. I hope my mom will actually let me go. She kind of obsesses over teenage drivers so I'm not really sure whether or not she'll let me go. But she does love Jessi so I think she might. I'll keep my fingers crossed.

Alright today has been amazing. (: I had to go to church with my dad which wasn't so great. My least favorite priest was there. But that's okay. I got to go and see Jake afterwards with my dad. We went to the mills mall and hung out there for a couple hours. We just got home about half an hour ago. I'm currently watching The Mighty Bee, which I love. Oh well mom just changed it so now we're watching Max and Ruby. Blah. And mom just came home and told me Calvin doesn't feel good and will most likely throw up again which is just fucking great.

Hurray! I get to go to the mall with my friend Caleigh! I get to escape the puketastic adventure my house has become! I'm so excited.

Today was going amazingly. I might have gotten to go to the mall with my mom for awhile. Calvin was going to be gone for a while. I might go see Jake. But no, something had to ruin my chances of actually doing something fun on the weekend. Calvin, my dad, and Elsa left to go get a birthday present for one of Calvins bratty friends. While they were at Target he told me dad he wasn't feeling so great. So they went to the party to drop off the kids present, bought Calvin a soda, and came home. A few minutes after he's home he starts throwing up all over the kitchen floor. It was tremendous. I'm so terrified of vomit it's not even funny. I start screaming hysterically and crying if anyone pukes near me. So of course as soon as I realized what was happening I started screaming as loud as I possibly could, ran outside and told my dad what was happening. I of course waited a few minutes so I could be sure he was finished emptying his stomach before entering the house. My dad then realized Elsa was screaming because "I" had left her outside. I didn't even know she wasn't in the house. So I got in trouble for that. And now I'm in a terrible mood because now there is no chance of my mom taking me to the mall this weekend because her "favorite little boy" is sick. Boo Hoo. Once again the little brat ruins my plans. So this weekend should be just fucking delightful. If he throws up again I'm getting the fuck out of here. No joke. I'll go to Sophia's and stay there for a couple hours. Maybe I'm being mean and selfish but at this point I don't really care. I haven't spent time with just my mom and I in a really long time. And now I don't even know when we might now. So I can be mean to him.

I found my blog!

Wow so i totally forgot I had a blog (: Well I'm glad I found it again. Thanks you Sophia Niccum. I was reading something on her facebook and read something about her blog. It reminded me how much I liked mine for the two days that I remembered it. Well a lot has changed since I was last on here. I'm doing much better in school. Knock on wood. Mom and I are getting along better I don't know if I told you we were having some problem. I actually have gone to see Jake a couple times. Calvin and I are getting along sooooo much better. I actually haven't hit him in months. It's been great, I actually like hanging out with him now. It's insane. My dad and I are the same as we always have been. We never fight, he likes me the best so he hardly ever yells at me for anything. Alright well I guess that's it for now I'll post more later.