Happy about everything right now. There isn't anything bad in my life, which is something that hasn't happened in a long time. My boyfriend is incredible, as usual. My mom and I are getting along. Calvin and I are actually hanging out. My parents are favoring Calvin and Elsa less. We actually went out and had a nice family dinner last night. It was insane. I really felt like someone should be knocking something over, yelling, or falling out of their chair because that's what usally happens to us when we go out to eat. School is almost over. I'm passing all of my classes, none of the finals are to hard. No one is mad at me or hates me. (: Yay. I'm actually driving now. And I'm going to see the movie Up tomorrow. I'm so freaking excited. I haven't been this excited about anything since the last time Jakey came over (: Hehehe. I'm a goober.

Today Elsa and I were talking and then she looked at my mom who had just asked me who Jacob was and she said "Ivy and Jacob are falling on love arn't they." It was so cute, my mommy asked me if I had told her to say that and of course I hadn't. It was cute. I chuckled. Hah I just got Elsa to try to lick her butt. The cat was sitting on the front porch and she was laughing at him because he was licking his butt. So I asked her to try and she actually did. (:

Alright well I'm off to study for my finals. Wish me luck.

Agh boredom is taking over, I was supposed to go to my friend Caleighs today but I really don't want to. I really need to go to Walgreens to pick up my prescription...I think I'll wait untill it stops rainging so I can drive since I don't really want to drive in the rain. I get to hang out with my bestie Jessi Rosa tomorrow. I'm super duper excited. Her and zach are fighting though so I'm pretty sure that's all we're going to be talking about on our girlie little date. Oh well I'm here to help most people with their problems. I'm to caring sometimes, I'm like a freaking mother. It's fantastic. Okay well I think it's actually done rainging so I'm going to get my meds!

Yay! I get to hang out with Miss Bridget today. (: And Old Navy had a delightful sale. There were 1$ flippy floppies! It was great. And I got a very very cute purply shirt. Janie Burkemper also happened to be there witch was amazing. (: I haven't seen her since that hick party like six months ago. I'm just sad my bf isn't here. I really do hate that he plays soccer. Not because I'm evil and I hate anything that makes him happy. It's just that I hate that I never get to see him because of it. Oh well. I'm going to go talk to my mom about tonight. Peace.

Ugh I had to give my speech today. It wasn't bad, I didn't get nervous or anything I just really didn't want to do it. But I was happy all day because my little boyfriend is coming over today. (: I don't get to see him all weekend because he has a soccer tournament. (Isn't that crazy! How did someone as lazy as me get a jock!) So we're just going to hang out today. I think we're going to get ice cream. I really hope so because that sounds really good right now. I don't know what else we're going to do though... going to the park sounds nice, since it's so delightful outside. Hmm I'll suggest it. Alright well I'm off to do important things. (:

I love Sophia

Well Saturday was amazing. My best guy friend in the entire world turned 18, and he came to visit me. I haven't seen him in a year, and that's a really really really long time. Jacob was over but being the incredible boyfriend he is he put up with my excitedness. He also came to the mall with us. He puts up with my goofiness, annoyingness, weirdness, sadness, and everything. He's to good to me. Any other boy would realize I was a freak and not worth there time and leave me. Not him though. He's great. Well anyway back to my story. So being incredible he came to the mall with us. Then we left early and went to Sophia's house for her birthday party. (: It was very very fun. I freaked out a little when Connor showed up. I didn't know they were on speakin terms so my eyes probably bugged out of my head when I saw him. I probably looked like a freak, well more then usual. I had to pull Sophia aside and ask her what the hell was going on. She gave me a short explanation and ran off. I was okay after that. I didn't talk to him. Didn't even look at him I don't think. I don't want the trouble he caused to ever come back so I'm trying to forget all about him. I felt really bad about leaving the party early, especially because we got there late...But Jacob had like an 11 o'clock curfew or something because last time he was at my house he missed curfew and got home a little late. I really didn't want to leave I just really didn't want Jacob to get in trouble again because his mom might freak out on him and tell him he couldn't go to the Cardinals game with us. Gladly that did not happen.
Then on Sunday he got to my house super early because my mom told me that he should be here around 10:00. The game started at 1. I have no idea why he had to be over so early but I wasn't complaining. I love spending time with him, he makes me very very happy. He didn't end up leaving untill like 8:30 either. I got to spend the entire day with him, it was very nice. When he left my mom was like "arn't you sick of him all together you've spent like 18 hours with him this weekend!!!" I just looked at her like she was crazy and laughed at her. He is really one of the people I could never get sick of. He's to silly, and cute. I told him my mom wanted to know how I wasn't sick of him and he said "LOL what? How could we be sick of eachother?!?! LOL I could spend a week with you and not even get tired of you one bit. I never get tired of you. :)" It made me smile. He's so cute. (: I'm so lucky I have him and I don't even think he knows it. I think I'm going to tell him tomorrow, if I remember that is. I always forget to tell him things when I see him, my tummy gets all weird feeling and I smile a lot and forget what I'm going to say whenever he's around. It's pretty great. Alright well I need to go make my mom go to Culpeppers cause I really want some wings and a salad. (:

Today is going to be amazing. And I hope I don't say that and then it ends up being like yesterday... I guess we'll jus have to see. I have to wait like twenty minutes for my boyfriend to get here since he lives so far away. Ity kinda sucks. Then I have to go get Hannah Banana's mail. Then I guess Jakey and I are just going to hang untill Sopies party. (: Goodness I am muy emocionado for that party. (: I get to see all my church buddies.
Wow Elsa is a whiny little butthead. I actually made her a peanut butter and jelly sandwhich thinking I was being nice. I give it to her and she looks at it and sayd "Uhm, does this have jelly on it?" And of course I said yes thinking that that wasn't a problem. She yells "EW!" and won't eat the freaking sandwhich! And my dad acts likes its my fault that I made her a sandwhich without magically knowing she doesn't like jelly this week. So my dad's like "Uhhh I'll eat her sadwhich I guess" I was like well I made you one too!! So now theres just this random sandwhich sitting on our counter no one wants to eat and some poor hungry african kid could have eaten it. Jeez we're wasteful. Well more specifically Elsa is wasteful, she doesn't eat anything that isn't McDonalds or White Castle's. It's pretty disgusting, I'm just waiting for the day that she weighs three hundred pounds. Then I can laugh at her and I probably won't feel bad. (: That's just how nice I am.
Ugh I wish my boyfriend was here I really need to go get Hannah's mail. I really wish I knew what day Hannah was getting back so I wouldn't just go get her mail that day and look like a freak stealing their mail. That wouldn't be good.
Wow I'm a freaking ten year old. I'm listening to the Jonas Brothers...I feel so uncool.
I really need to send these pictures so this special ed girls parents. I probably should have done that like two weeks ago. Alright, well I'm off to do that. (:

Ugh so tnoght was a total bust. We got to the game and then Shea's friend showed up so I was ignored a smidge. Then this huge storm blew in and we had to like run to her car because she's terrified of storms. So we drove off in a hurry, and went to my house. We freaking sat there for like fifteen minutes waiting for the storm to let up. Then we finally decided to leave because it didn't look like the storm was going to stop any time soon. I run upstairs to get my money and her mom calls her telling her that we can't go out to dinner. I was pretty freaking pissed. I didn't let her know that though because I'm a good person, and I had homework to do anyway...which I should probably be doing now instead of this...oh well. So anyway, now I'm sitting at my computer texting my boyfriend wishing my Friday hadn't sucked. Oh and did I mention she left me for a boy. I know she said sorry a lot and that she felt really bad but it still hurt. I just said we could hang out some time next week so she wouldn't feel as bad.
I wish my mom was awake so she could take me to Michaels because I need stuff for my fashion design projest...like really bad. It's due Monday and I don't even have the freaking posterboard it's supposed to be on. Ugh. Maybe I'll make Jakey take me there tomorrow. Hmmmm....I wonder if he would...No I won't make him do that. That would be mean, and I'm not a mean person.
Ewww I smell like bug spray....It's nasty. I know the bottle said that it was supposed to smell good but this kind certainly doesn't. ): It's icky. I don't mind the smell of regular bug spray but this kind is pretty gross. I think it's because they tried to make it smell good...Does that makes sense? Oh well I don't really care it makes sense to me.
Alright well I'm off to finish my homework I guess. I think I have like one design left for fashion design and then I think that's it...Oh shit no I have those questions for biology. Fuck My Life.

Blogging from my phone!

So today has been amazing. It's friday so it pretty much had to be. (: I didn't really have to do anything, and I got a tasty smoothie at lunch. I'm waiting for my friend Shea to come pick me up so we can go to her brothers baseball game. I'm excited, I've never hung out with Shea but she's pretty freaking hilarious so I think I'm going to have fun. Ugh I have to go get Hannah Banana's mail too. It's to freaking hot outside. I want winter back! Okay i lied, I really don't want winter back I just don't want it to be so freaking hot. ): And tomorrow I get to hang out with the boyfriend and go to this amzingly beautiful girl's house for her birthday party. She's my best friend and I love her very much. I think she knows that though...Do you know that??

Happy Birthday Sophia. Love you sweetheart. (:

Alright so last night my boyfriend admitted to me that he cheated on his last girl friend. That really scares. me. I know he said that it was an accident and he never meant any of it. She meant nothing to him and that he's not that type of boy. I know he isn't a bad kid and I like him a lot. I just don't know if I should keep this in the back of my mind or just not think about it at all... I trust him I really do it just scares me that he can care so little for someone he could cheat on them...I'm so confused. I guess I'm just not going to think about it...I know I won't ever forget that he did that but I'm going to trust that he won't ever do that to me...Let's just hope he doesn't. I should be working on my english homework I just really don't want to. I'm supposed to be writing an outline for a speech. Oh and yesterday was my best friends Sophia's birthday and I didn't even call her. That shows what a great freaking friend I am... Wow I fail at life. Well at least I get to go to her birthday party on Saturday. (: I'm very excited, I have no idea what I'm going to get her... Does love from a best friend count as a good present since I have no money whatsoever?? I really want to get her something good since she just turned sixteen, but since I'm a failure and don't have any money I'm not sure that's going to happen. I'm a horrible friend. Why do people love me!

Ehhh I'm in such a weird mood. I feel really horrible but I don't know why I feel horrible. Thus keeping me from feeling any better. My life has been amazing, nothing bad has happened at all. There's no reason I should feel like this. Oh well I guess I'll get over myself eventually. I hate feeling bad for myself it makes me feel so pathetic. Does anyone know someway to make me feel less whiny and pathetic? If so please please please inform me. Then again I probably will be in a much better mood tomorrow so I guess it's not really necessary... Oh well for now I'm off to be Mis Pathetic Pants. Ruining everyones good mood with a single mopey look. I'd make such a fantastic super hero...or super villan would probably be the correct term...

Oh and that boy who I liked in a couple posts ago. (: We're going out! Hurray!

Oh goodness it has been quite some time since I've been on here. (: Sophia reminded me about it the other day. Thank you very much. I can't think of anything interesting that has happened lately...I'll think of something later.