Happy Birthday Sophia. Love you sweetheart. (:

Alright so last night my boyfriend admitted to me that he cheated on his last girl friend. That really scares. me. I know he said that it was an accident and he never meant any of it. She meant nothing to him and that he's not that type of boy. I know he isn't a bad kid and I like him a lot. I just don't know if I should keep this in the back of my mind or just not think about it at all... I trust him I really do it just scares me that he can care so little for someone he could cheat on them...I'm so confused. I guess I'm just not going to think about it...I know I won't ever forget that he did that but I'm going to trust that he won't ever do that to me...Let's just hope he doesn't. I should be working on my english homework I just really don't want to. I'm supposed to be writing an outline for a speech. Oh and yesterday was my best friends Sophia's birthday and I didn't even call her. That shows what a great freaking friend I am... Wow I fail at life. Well at least I get to go to her birthday party on Saturday. (: I'm very excited, I have no idea what I'm going to get her... Does love from a best friend count as a good present since I have no money whatsoever?? I really want to get her something good since she just turned sixteen, but since I'm a failure and don't have any money I'm not sure that's going to happen. I'm a horrible friend. Why do people love me!