Oh goodness I had the worst day at work ever. I cried for the first time in months. According to one of my managers I couldn't do anything right. I was talking to much and not working enough (even though I was working, you can even ask one of the girls I was working with) , I wasn't sizing the shirts right (I wasn't aware there was an incorrect way to do it) , I'm just an all around bead employee ( I have nothing to say about that because I don't think I'm bad but I really could be...) Oh well I guess I'm just going to have to get over it because she's not going to change. Apparently she's crazy and has to be in control all the time and I'm just going to have to be okay with that. I'm not sure how exactly but it'll happen.
I hate that she can make me cry though. It's not okay, if she can make me cry that means she can control me and I don't like that. I enjoy being a "free and independent young woman" hahaha. Yea right. What sixteen year old girl is free and independent? I really hate being a girl. It's so difficult. Being a boy can't be much better though...right? I wish I could have a chance to see what it's like to be a boy, maybe just for a weekend. Something more then a day because I'm sure you can't get the full male experience in one day. I'm sure I'd still be a shy little bitch though....